still waiting

I'm increasingly sad and confused. Where is my baby? Everyone else has one. Ok, everyone has their challenges in life, but I don't see anyone wishing to be me!  Yes, contentment but seriously the longing for children won't go away. Babies and bellies are everywhere. Where is my baby? Our first little one, number 8 would have arrived by now. I wonder what you look like. Little boy? Little girl? My little Asian baby. I wish I were taking care of you right now.